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[Nov. 30th, 2009|10:42 am] |
i realise i dont have to hide anything anymore.
so i'll try to have all my posts be public instead of private.
this morn my alarm rang and i jumped out of bed, washed up and went to da doc
waited so long for this, cuz da doc was closed all weekend and i was dying in pain
just came back from the doctor(=
feels so much better with more medication now.
i have two days mc means i will be in sch on wed and thurs! (=
doc says i have ulcer tonsillitis; now i know why its so painful.
may be going on a holiday in dec w da family. happie happie!
i want to have a tumblr soon too. when im free i'll go make one. right now its proj projs and more projs~
kays the things left to do now- Advertising
- Law tutorial
- Law test on thurs
- Events (threats)
- thinking whether i should go mr macho's lesson later~ (cuz he's repeated himself three times not to skip his lesson last week)
enough ranting for the past few days i feel so bad for my poor blog.
<3<3
thankyou the groupmates for being so understanding~ |
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| damn weekend FML |
[Nov. 28th, 2009|09:12 pm] |
its a crazie weekend of rushing projs like fuck.- Finance-did everyth in words then put it in ppt realising there's like 20++ slides. cut down cut cut cut!
- Advertising- went to da bday party and handed out surveys desperately. (when my friends did it they laughed) x.x
- Advertising- a report on threats, still doing it...
- Digital Film Scripting CA1- im only at question two and im at page two alrd. see how long's da essay i wrote... there're five questions...
- Law- oh not even started.
- My throat- feels like someone's slit it open and leaving it there to rot fucking pain. and da doc only gave me ten lozenges and i've finished them all alrd because thats how painful my throat is. i need more )= mummy says if she's da doctor she'd have given me everyth. hahahahz <3<3
bro's waiting for me to recover so we can have buffet next week (i doubt so)
sis says she'll treatttt me anyth i want when i recover =D
bought honey on my way home today. i hope honey works miracles for my throat.
done ranting. i think.
FML |
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[Nov. 27th, 2009|11:01 am] |
it wont be difficult to find someone else like you
it'll just be difficult to feel the same way i do
but its okay
because i'll never understand right now
and as much as its killing me to find out
its not doing me any good
so next time im gonna say 'yes? what do you want?'
and its going to be so rude and weird because i've never done that.
goodbye
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[Nov. 26th, 2009|11:45 pm] |
it has always been about him.
i just realised taylor lautner is really really really HAWWWT
with a certain resemblance to a certain a.hole. but nvrm thats not the point.
i've come to a conclusion that stupid replies are meant to be ignored.
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| still sleepy after 20hours |
[Nov. 26th, 2009|03:09 pm] |
finally went to da doc today
spent 60bucks there can you believe how exp it is
and i have like 7packets of medication, anti biotics, flu, pain, fever, lozenges blablabla
gosh.
and to gross you all out alil (and grossin myself out too)
doc says i have 'pus' or sth in my throat
its red and swollen
he made me hold up a mirror and open my mouth to look at the condition of my throat
it was red with yellow spots
GROSSSS
and he said it was a good and bad thing
good thing is that its not H1N1
bad thing is that it is very infectious so i decided not to go school and spread the 'love'
my mom says my bro is not allowed to come in my room (he's having exams now) incase he gets 'infected'
)=
boo!
so i shall 'work' from home.
tons to do~
AM, SCRIPT, PRMP, FINANCE, EVENTS, LAW
least i stil have my voice
least i got my reply from 'someone' though it was 3hours late
least i got my medication and i will be well soon
least my groupmates are understanding
least its the long weekend now though there's loads to be done
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[Nov. 26th, 2009|04:58 am] |
my wednesday has been really bad. firstly i woke up with very bad sorethroat but i stil went to school cuz i didnt wanna miss events class anymore in the end my condition got really bad. i cancelled on jess 30mins before we were supposed to meet up )= so sorrie!
was dizzy and all on da train and shivering like mad though it was so sunny, nails turning black i thought they were dropping off!
went to da doc with daddy but it was 1230 and da doc was out for lunch til 2pm. !@#$%^
went home took my temperature (39.3) and rested, woke up at 3pm and my fever and all was down alrd. great
then i did alil bit of work and i was so tired i dozed off again,
5pm, woke up with high fever again, told my mom and i was too tired to go to da doc so i just took my med and went back to sleep. from 7pm til 830pm i was totally burning in bed so i told mummy, she brought me to da doc and it was closed again! cuz it was 9pm alrd. fuck!
went back home to sleep til now. 9pm- 440am.. throat hurts, mummy say i have to go to da doc to get my anti biotics to recover today and im feeling really sucky cuz my throat is swollen and all.. and i have to miss law )= and all da projs. what a bad time.
arrgh.
back to bed. took my med again~
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[Nov. 24th, 2009|10:21 pm] |
CANT get distracted now!!
there's - LAW (thurs morning)
- PRMP tutorial (by this friday)
- FINANCE (presentation next monday) -a LOT to be done! freaking research
- DIGITAL FILM SCRIPT CA1(by next tues)
- AM (SURVEYS) by next week
- EVENTS presentation (week 8)
- BDAY celebrations coming up! haven even gotten my presents! Elisha bday! (decided to desperately bring my surveys to the party =p)
very very stressed up. i HAVE to sleep late tonight )=
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| your scent |
[Nov. 24th, 2009|08:51 pm] |
your scent still lingers
it passed me suddenly in class today, and i knew it was yours.
)=
letting you go is making me feel so cold
and i've been trying to make believe it doesnt hurt
but that makes it worse
see im a wreck inside
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[Nov. 19th, 2009|09:41 pm] |
Can you learn to expect the unexpected? Maybe not, but it is necessary to keep your mind, heart and soul open to all the wonderful possibilities that are about to come your way, especially when it comes to love.
my horoscope is freaking kidding me.
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| lost |
[Nov. 18th, 2009|08:20 pm] |
just heard about my group's events management marks.
i think its super unfair just because lecturers already has a certain mindset about us/ have super high expectations for us doesnt mean they can be bias and give us marks like that.
here i am ready to be sued for defamation.
!@#$%
had a bad flu this morn and took my medication and went back to sleep. i cant wait for tmr to be over. tmr 6pm and its OVER.
sch is 8-10am tmr and 5-6pm(test) with 7hours break in between i shall go home and sleep!
Is it time to move on? Your inner voice may be saying yes, but you're pretending not to hear it. If you keep discounting your instincts, the universe has some very dramatic ways of reminding you that you need to listen.
my horoscope's always so accurate. love it hate it.
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[Nov. 17th, 2009|08:55 pm] |
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some nice quotes to share from my three 'bitches'
:D
sam- im gonna throw a tantrum, catch it!
clarissa- im a plockhead
sarah- advertising is a slut you gotta sleep with it!
hahahahah
tuesday's quite an awesome day besides the fact that i have to share table with someone for lunch!
there's not enough vulgarities in the world to satisfy me now for THAT! @#@$#%
today mr macho told us his 'life story' again. led me to some deep thoughts~ (=
like tuesday, for some reason
some days its as bad as it ever was, sometimes it feels like day one all over again, but other days i feel good, that my life was interrupted, that it was completed. and when i think that, i think i can have a life all over again, without the pain killing me.
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[Nov. 14th, 2009|01:10 am] |
tonight's one of the most memorable nights ever
most of my posts have been private but i decided this one shall go public(=
very very happie for my best friends
sarah marlena heheeheheh tonight was so fun! great music with nick and your brother! GOSH your brother is damn funnie i swear.
and not forgetting new people like tammy and evan who joined the 'music geeks' (us)
and finally got to meet sam's friend lizard (whom is just like her) HAHAHAH two cute/crazy people
and clarissa so busy running around and bbq-ing! (first time seeing her so enthu/excited)
hugsssssss to you people +jerry, amanda, kim, kenneth, amelia, andrew, sharifah
im sure i can find back my true self soon. i can do it(=
banana told me she's glad to have 'me' back. the first few weeks of school i was just terrible... yesss i know and the other time how horrible i looked... that phase is over... i hope.
i cried myself to sleep last night. cried it all out. and kept convincing myself that its just me pmsing.
the party was awesome. because it wasnt a huge place. we could all gather and socialise and crazy sarah and nick singing their lungs out! like seriously!! HAHAHAH and their faces were sooooo RED! mayb nick is drunk but SARAH is just red all the time HAHAHAHAH (i guess she really cant help it) it was nice listening to the type of music they sung though i havent heard of any besides the 'creep' song by radiohead. (least its not metal)
drinkdrankdrunk yes i told myself i wont get drunk tonight but i did get high hahahah havent drank for sucha long time man! my alcohol level is horrid alrd )= red faced and all with just a lil vodkaaa!
last of all, happie birthday in advance sam! happie 21st! its nice to actually being able to celebrate it with your best friends and family! whoots!
having so much joy around you cheers you up somehow(=
the only time i feel half normal is when im in school,
because when im in school,
im not myself, im acting a role,
im a student, i do my work,
i get home and not think about anyth but finish up on my assignments
and its not that im good in my grades or anything
but because i have to keep myself distracted
i check my work and study a lil harder to past time
and that was then.
love you best friends because i know you all wont judge me
how crazy/bitchy/wild i get
or what a bad influence i may be hahahahah!
:D
weekend's gonna be packed with swimming, class movie outing and loads of assignment to do
and to all of you out there, please take care of yourselves kayys! dont fall sick!
and to all the others that i have been rude to/offended im really sorrie. these past few months have been really bad for me.
thanks to the sucker who had a big mouth, no matter what you do, you can never change it back
its not about what happened, it was the trust that you broke that is gonna stay with you and haunt you down for the rest of your life.
you know who you are J.
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| listen and think about you |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|09:19 pm] |
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving
when are you gonna stop acting tough
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[Nov. 7th, 2009|11:07 am] |
Saturday
here to plan out my 'awesome' weekend- Events ppt
Sam's house- Swimming
- Camera scripting: Vincent Van Gogh
- Finance tutorial
- Law Tutorial
- Buy Sam's bday present
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|11:55 pm] |
i know i look a lot better today
cuz i saw a someone givin me a double take
a good one(:
when the things that annoy you about somebody turns into things that you adore,
you know that something has changed |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|07:52 pm] |
best moment today = the moment i got home.
school sucks,
where are you?
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|08:54 pm] |
unglam.
PAIN.
today's really tiring day. gosh i think my DFF (directing for film) dip plus
really suckkkkkk.. CA1 is coming up and its 40% ):
die die DIEEEEE
me woke up at 4am to put salonpas on my aches. ):
CHARMAINE GROUCHY GROUCHY GROUCHY
have do cram my head for events management nowwww~
mr macho wore bright bright orange soccer socks today
he said it is to cheer up his monday HAHAHAHAH SO CUTE LAHR
and he nag and complain alot in class today
lols
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|09:50 pm] |
and im gonna be a bitch because SB texted me.
and because banana says i can
back to you!
you know,
charmaine doesnt like losing
you can say that the bitch is back.
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|09:16 pm] |
me dyed me hair! no more dumb blonde sam!!
xxxxxx
now my brother calls me dumb brown
ARRRRRGH
=.=
BAKA
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| no fun |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|04:45 pm] |
when you are ready to face the truth
you know who to go to.
currently cracking my head for events management.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh tough.
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